Die Wahrheit ist, dass du mir fehlst. Jeden Tag ein bisschen mehr, bis wir uns wiedersehen und dann wieder von der Sekunde an, in der wir uns trennen. Am Vermissen merkt man, wie viel einem jemand bedeutet. Und es gibt Menschen, die man sein ganzes Leben lang vermisst – obwohl man weiß, dass sie nicht mehr zurückkommen.
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I miss you. Everything about you. I miss your laugh and our silly little jokes. I miss how you made everything a little brighter, made the world look a little less scary and almost made me believe in the impossible again. I know this doesn’t change anything but I do miss you. I miss you so much. Weiterlesen
Do you know who you really are? Are you truly yourself or are you hiding behind a mask? Masks are what we were taught to wear all our lives. When we were little they told us to behave, to adjust, to fall in line. So we learned to hide parts of our true self behind a mask – little parts at first, but more and more over the years. Until it became almost impossible to differ that mask from ourselves. Weiterlesen
Wir waren mal Freunde. Oder zumindest sowas wie Freunde. Freunde die miteinander sprachen und die etwas verband. Ich bin nicht mehr sicher, was uns verbunden hat, aber es war da. Irgendwann. Alles was davon übrig blieb, ist ein Ozean voller Schweigen. >>> FOR ENGLISH VERSION SCROLL DOWN! Weiterlesen
Friends are so easy to find these days. You just have to search a little and soon you’ll have hundreds of them all just a click away. All a cluster of pixels on that bright screen in front of your face. Letters that you feel connected to, for a little while at least…until they become nothing more than pixel-dust again. Weiterlesen
How do you cut someone out of your heart? Not completely – only the tiny, dumb, obstinate part that will always want more. Sometimes you can’t get over it or move on. Sometimes you are stuck with a feeling regardless of how unwanted or even ridiculous it might be. Weiterlesen
Smile, laugh and keep on walking. Act normal and pretend to listen even to care. Copy their patterns repeat their lies.
„Of course we’re all friends here.“
“Of course I don’t mind.“
It’s so easy to fool those who do not care anyway. So easy to hide behind a mask and keep on smiling. They never notice.
I’m through explaining and through getting angry. It doesn’t matter to you anyway.
„We are your friends.“
“Tell us your problems.“
Oh yeah of course so you can go right ahead and stab me in the back again! Like you do every day. Again and all over again.
Hush now don’t worry. It doesn’t matter. Smile back and pretend.